ãSo, about Sendai-chan. Did she go anywhere during spring break?ã
From my phone, I hear Noto-senpaiâs happy voice.
Unusual.
I received a call from my Senpai about a part-time tutoring job, but the conversation never ends, even though it has served its purpose. The phone call, which is usually cut off at business only, is accompanied by chit-chat.
This kind of thing is rare because of Senpai, when talking through the tool of a smartphone, hang up the phone with little need to talk about anything that is not necessary.
ãWe just went shopping for clothes.ã
I get up from the bed, which I had been using as a chair, and sit down on the floor.
A lot of things happened during spring break, including things I couldnât tell my Senpai about. But the only time I made plans to go anywhere was shopping with Utsunomiya.
ãDidnât you take a quick trip with the money from your part-time job?ã
Dinner is still ahead of us and we have time to talk. Miyagi is in her room too, so I donât mind if we have a long talk, but this isnât a good trend.
ãNot anywhere in particular.ã
ãDo you have any upcoming travel plans?ã
March is already over.
And spring break will soon be over.
So I tell herãI have none,ãalthough my Senpai should know that I have no such plans.
ãYou donât have any plans to travel or go with Miyagi-chan?ã
I knew she would ask.
From the flow of the conversation, I could predict that Senpai would likely bring up Miyagi.
Miyagi and travel.
I sometimes think that it would be nice to have such a thing. But I am the only one who thinks that one day we would like to go on a trip together, no matter how close or how far away it is. I know, so I tried not to think about it too much, but my thoughts are about to go in the wrong direction because my Senpai says strange things.
I pull the empty crocodile tissue cover and pat it on the back.
ãI donât have any. I mean, why is it limited to Miyagi?ã
ãYou two live together, so you two should at least take trips.ã
Senpai said cohabitation as a matter of course.
I have told her several times in the past that we are roommates, but she still says we live together, so I donât deny it anymore.
ãEven if I was traveling with Miyagi, why would you want to hear about me and Miyagiâs trip?ã
We went to the aquarium and the zoo together, but Miyagi doesnât go out with us whenever I invite her, nor does she go anywhere with me. I donât know how she draws the line in her mind, but I know there are âtimesâ and âplacesâ when it is okay to go together.
Still, when I talk with my Senpai, I canât help but wish that Miyagi would go on a trip with me in the same casual way that my Senpai talks about living together.
ãSounds interesting and I would like to hear about it. I heard from Mio that she went to Sendai-chanâs house to visit, and she said that Miyagi-chan was quite interesting. If so, travel stories would be interesting, and if youâve been there, you need to tell me about it.ã
ãThatâs just Mio making up stories. Speaking of Mio, she is always exaggerating.ã
ãIndeed. Well, but if youâre close enough to live together, maybe you two should go away together.ã
ãIâll think it over.ã
ãWell, let me know when you two travel.ã
ãI donât think Iâll be able to report anything as interesting as Senpai expect me to.ã
ãItâs fun, for sure. Well, Mio wants to see me. Iâm going to go now.ã
I donât know where my Senpai is, but as she said, Mioâs voice comes from far away. She was still fussy and started talking about who she was talking to and how she wanted to talk to me too, and Senpai told me in a hurry toãthink about the tutoring,ãand hung up the phone.
I look at my phone, where I can no longer hear anyoneâs voice, and sigh one sigh. I put the trip I canât go on back in the back of my mind and think about the things I have to do.
I will continue to tutor KikyÅ-chan in April.
I was thinking that I had to give Miyagi a good deal of time to talk about this, which was decided quite some time ago, when my Senpai asked me if I wanted to take on more part-time tutoring work.
I have to say it.
My head hurts because Iâve added a new tutoring job to the list of tutoring jobs Iâve been thinking about for a long time. I knew that Miyagi would look at me uncomfortably when I told her about my part-time job, so I doubled down on telling her if I didnât.
Perhaps Miyagiâs bad habit of putting off unpleasant things has rubbed off on me.
ãOnce or twice are the same, just the same. Either way, Iâm talking about a part-time job.ã
I encourage myself to get up.
I am told that I donât have to ask permission for the part-time job, but I canât not tell her because it will interfere with our meal times.
I feel heavy.
If I tell her, it will offend her. I think Miyagi should have a part-time job anyway, but I donât enjoy the idea of her meeting someone I donât know and increasing our interaction. My mind doesnât work as it should.
I exhale.
ãI think itâs time for you to go home.ã
I leave the room with the empty crocodile in my arms. Stand in front of Miyagiâs room and take two deep breaths. I knocked lightly on the door three times and heard a voice from inside saying,ãCome in.ã
ãHere, Iâve come to return it. Iâd feel sorry for you if you caught a cold without this tissue cover.ã
I enter the room and place the crocodile next to Miyagi, who is lying on the bed reading a manga.
ãA cold, a tissue box?ã
Miyagi closes the manga and gives me a dubious look.
ãYes.ã
ãâ¦Sendai-san, even though you are an erotic devil, you have a maidenly side to you. You even named stuffed animals.ã
ãI think the erotic devil is superfluous.ã
ãIf I had to choose between a maiden and the erotic devil, it would definitely be the erotic devil.ã
ãMiyagi is also erotic, and you canât speak for others.ã
ãI donât want to be called erotic by you, Sendai-san. Also, this.ã
The crocodile I placed next to Miyagi comes back to me.
ãIâm here to return the crocodile, though.ã
ãPut them on a box of tissues.ã
ãMiyagi is rough on them, arenât you?ã
I complained and put the crocodile handed to her on a box of tissues. Then, as I sat down, using the bed as a chair, Miyagi sat up as if in a panic.
ãIâll return the penguin.ã
With a simple voice, the stuffed animal that had been sleeping on the bed is placed on my thigh.
ãYou can still keep it.ã
I tried to return Pen-chan to Miyagi, butãThatâs enough. Iâll give it back,ãcomes a grumpy voice.
ãWell, Iâll leave Pen-chan with you for a while.ã
The stuffed penguin belongs to both of us, Miyagi and me. It is something that can be in either of our rooms, so Iâll take it in stride. Now the crocodile is back with Miyagi and the penguin is back with me, but itâs not about the stuffed animals that I have to talk about.
The stuffed animal is just an incidental thing.
ãMiyagi. You knowâ¦ã
I canât find the words I need to continue.
I patted Pen-chanâs head and exhaled, and Miyagi sat down next to me.
ãSendai-san?ã
Miyagi calls me to join the interrupted conversation.
Right now, her mood is not so bad.
But the thought of it getting worse makes my temples ache.
ãAh, yeah. Itâs somewhat about my part-time job as a tutor.ã
I drop my gaze and stares at the penguinâs head.
Miyagi says nothing.
So I say the words that follow.
ãIâll be going to KikyÅ-chanâs place in April as well.ã
ãâ¦Sendai-san, you said the girl was accepted to high school.ã
Miyagi blurts out.
ãShe did, but she wanted me to keep coming. Also, Iâm thinking of adding another student.ã
ãâ¦Heh.ã
I hear a flat voice and my stomach aches as well as my temples. As I exhaled, I slowly looked up as the penguins seemed to turn gray around me.
ãIs it okay?ã
When I look at Miyagi and ask, she averts her gaze.
ãYou donât have to ask me. Like I said before, you donât have to ask me every time you want to do something.ã
.
Even if Miyagi doesnât want to do it, I will do the part-time job. Thatâs a given, so I appreciate the word that I donât have to ask permission. But itâs not fun.
I will continue to work part-time and have no intention of quitting, but I want Miyagi to tell me not to work part-time and to stay by my side.
It is contradictory, but I wish Miyagi would direct stronger feelings toward me.
ãCan I have the part-time job?ã
I ask in a small voice.
ãâ¦Itâs okay, but itâs frustrating.ã
Miyagi says in a low voice and kicks me in the leg.
ãWhat do you mean, by frustrating?ã
ãYouâve told me about your part-time job, and you go out of your way to ask me if you can do it even though Iâve told you that you can do it on your own, or you telling me as if after the fact that youâre going to continue tutoring a child whoâs already been accepted to a high school, itâs frustrating. ââIt doesnât matter what my opinion is anyway.ã
With a voice that doesnât hide her bad mood, I was stepped on.
ãItâs not like that.ã
ãI donât care what the reason is, you should at least get a part-time job on your own. Maika will have a part-time job starting in April.ã
ãUtsunomiya is going to work part-time too?ã
ãShe was selling hamburgers.ã
It sounds like Utsunomiya is talking about making hamburgers by hand and selling them around the university or somewhere, but perhaps she means working part-time at a fast food restaurant.
ãIt seems like Utsunomiya has good place to work in the hospitality industry.ã
ãMaika is bright and energetic.ã
Miyagi says without looking at me.
Her voice is still low, so she is not in a good mood.
I think maybe she doesnât like the fact that Utsunomiya, who is a good friend of hers, works part-time. I know that part-time work reduces the amount of time she spend with her best friend, so I donât blame her for not being in a pleasant mood, but seeing Miyagi like that doesnât put me in a pleasant mood either.
ãUtsunomiya, getting told off by a customer.ã
Squeezing the stuffed penguin to my stomach, I push back the darkness that is trying to crawl out of my mind.
ãIs it really possible for that to happen?ã
ãIt can happen. Mio, and there are things that are done to me.ã
When I answered in as cheerful a voice as possible, Miyagi said to herself,ãI have,ãand kicked the floor a ton.
ãâ¦What about you, Sendai-san?ã
ãThereâs none.ã
âAlmost,â is the first word that comes to mind, though.
My part-time job at the café was short-lived, and customers donât talk to waitstaff that much. Still, that is not to say that such things didnât happen at all. But none of them were serious confessions; they were light, like pick-up lines, so I donât think there was any need to bother telling them.
ãAbout Mio-san, do you go out with people like that?ã
Miyagi raises her gaze from the penguin and looks at me.
ãIâve never seen her give a good response before.ã
ãWhy? I thought she wanted a boyfriend so much that sheâd invite people to a party.ã
ãEven if she wanted a boyfriend, it wouldnât be just anyone. And Mio doesnât feel like sheâs going to a party to find a boyfriend.ã
ãWhat do you mean?ã
ãShe likes the atmosphere of a party, doesnât she? She likes getting together with others and having a good time. Sheâs just lucky if she find the right person, probably.ã
ãHmmm.ã
Miyagi, looking uninterested, says,ãâ¦â¦part-time job, I think Iâll do it too,ãand abruptly mumbles something I wasnât expecting.
ãEh? Part-time job? Where? Really?ã
She canât be serious.
I just said it somehow.
I thought so, but the words that popped into my head were torn apart in my throat, and they came flying out in pieces.
ãMaika has a part-time job, too, so sheâll have free time.ã
Miyagi blurted out.
ãAre you really going to work part-time?ã
ãSendai-san, rock-paper-scissors.ã
ãThatâs not the answer to my question. What game are you suddenly playing?ã
ãIf Sendai-san wins, Iâll take a part-time job.ã
I donât know if sheâs serious or not.
But I donât think Miyagi wants a part-time job.
So I suggest a way that I will definitely lose.
ãâ¦Miyagi, show rock. Iâll do scissors.ã
ãThatâs no contest.ã
Miyagi then popped Pen-chan with a grip.