Story About Buying My Classmate Once A Week

Author: Haneda Usa

Chapter 273: I want to wait for Miyagi — 273

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No matter how many times I look at it, the nails are short.
The nails, which have been cut so that the white part is gone, hold this day together, even if only for a short time.
So I wish my nails would stay short forever.
I let out a small breath and then close the cap of the nail oil I was about to remove. Place it on the table and pull the crocodile stretched out on the floor to back the bed.
The room feels bigger without Miyagi.
She will probably not be in this room again today.
She made a terrible effort, as Miyagi invited me, we did such and such, and we even had dinner together in a reasonably awkward atmosphere.
I don’t want any more.
I want to spend more time together, or sleep together.
I swallowed those words and said good night.
I exhale with a huff.
I look at the nail oil on the table.
I like it because it was given to me by Utsunomiya, and it is something that can elicit feelings of what I can only assume is jealousy from Miyagi.
But I don’t see the point in using it for that purpose today, and I don’t think it’s the right way to use it either. I don’t think I would want to use it even if it was nail oil I bought myself. It would be a shame to paint today’s Miyagi with something else.
I pop the crocodile on the head and look at the fingers.
I drop a kiss on the tip of the nail that Miyagi cut for me.
I turn up the temperature of the air conditioner once to a temperature that Miyagi seems to prefer.
It’s mid-March, it is getting warmer outside, and the days of using the air conditioner should decrease from now on. Maybe still Miyagi will warm the room more and therefore I will complain that it is hot. I hope those days continue.
Even if the shortened nails grow back to their usual length, and the days return like they never happened today, if the days continue to be normal, I can see how days like today might come again.
I hope this time it’ll be a day when I can get to know Miyagi more deeply, but I don’t mind if it is a day like today, a day from Miyagi. I hope the day will come when she will “want” to do it again and will be able to express it in words.
「…I guess it’s a pretty difficult problem.」
Even if she thought it, she’s not likely to say it out loud. It seems easier to get a cat to speak the same thing than to get Miyagi to say「I want to.」
I lay down on the floor.
I place the crocodile on my stomach and exhale slowly.
The cut and sewn blouse I got instead of the blouse that got soaked by the cider.
The blouse I exchanged at the festival.
A pendant representing ownership.
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To the earrings I got after I started college——
What I received from Miyagi is not just a “thing” but something special. The same is true of the stuffed penguin. Miyagi took it from a crane game and gave it to me as a “special item.”
I traded it for the crocodile.
And it was not returned despite my asking for it「back.」Miyagi’s hand grabbed the penguin and didn’t let go.
That kind of thing is unfair.
Miyagi, who won’t let go of my “special,” thinks I’m “special.”
That’s how my mind tries to understand Miyagi’s behavior.
「Not that I’m wrong, but…」
I have a special place in my heart as a roommate at Miyagi.
This is right and not wrong.
And our relationship is more special than roommates.
Miyagi would never admit it, but that is what we are doing. I just keep misrepresenting it for Miyagi’s sake and my own.
Sometimes the word roommate almost crumbles or tries to be replaced by another word, but we repair the enclosure that is about to break and fit into it so that we can live within the enclosure of roommates.
As long as we stay within the confines of our enclosure, we can replace the word “roommate” with our “specialness” as it changes form time to time.
I let out a deep breath and put the alligator back on the floor.
——I wish I could quantify the specials.
If it exceeds a certain number, it becomes something that’s not a roommate.
Such a system would make the world a cleaner place. No need to muster up the courage to change the relationship.
「…Would it be easier to teach a cat to speak?」
No matter how long we wait for a world with some kind of meter on top of our heads that quantifies specialness, it’s not coming. College is still three years away, and there’s no need to rush into changing relationships. There is no point in thinking nonsense about being roommates because there is no inconvenience, even if there is dissatisfaction.
In the first place, excessive expectations lead to unhappiness.
I experienced that.
I expected too much from my family and they betrayed me; they expected too much from me and they betrayed me. It is better not to expect too much.
I stand up and ruffle my hair.
I should let my head cool down a bit.
It’s not that I’m out of shape, but there’s too much Miyagi left in me today.
I switch off the air conditioner. After putting the crocodile on the bed, I opened the door of the room and Miyagi was standing there.
「Eh?」
The lights in the common areas are not on.
In the pitch dark, a ghostly Miyagi tries to escape. I grab her arm and call out to her.
「What’s wrong? Didn’t you say you were going to bed?」
「…I was thirsty.」
Miyagi blurts out an excuse and tries to shake my hand away.
That’s strange.
Her words and actions do not match.
If she’s thirsty, she should be standing in front of the refrigerator with a drink in it. I hear a gruff voice as I strain my hand to grab Miyagi’s arm, who I can only assume has come to see me.
「What is it with you, Sendai-san, coming out of nowhere?」
「I thought I’d have some barley tea.」
I’m not thirsty, but I need a cold drink to change my mind. But now I want to know why she was standing in front of the room,「Isn’t there something you want to talk about?」I ask.
「…It’s cancelled tomorrow.」
Miyagi’s arm escapes my hand.
「Cancelled?」
「White Day is cancelled.」
「You mean you’re not going to do anything?」
「Yes.」
Before boiling the pasta, she went out of her way to ask me about my White Day plans, and I thought she was planning to enjoy White Day with me, but she changed her mind.
「What are you going to do if it’s cancelled?」
Nothing.
Miyagi would have said so, but she didn’t say anything.
Instead, she grab my sweatshirt as if to fill the silence.
「I’ll be sleeping all tomorrow.」
When she said this, she pulls me toward the darkness.
「Isn’t it too unhealthy?」
「…I can’t sleep right now.」
With a small voice, something warm and raw sticks to my neck and loosely bristles. Miyagi bites my skin softly and lets go. She attaches her lips to mine again and sucks hard.
The marks on me before I ate the pasta and the many marks on me after I ate the pasta. New marks are added to me.
「How can I sleep with this?」
The light in my room illuminates Miyagi in the dark.
「I don’t know.」
Miyagi is definitely changing.
But she’s trying to get through the day by pretending not to understand. I don’t think that is a bad thing, but I would like to see an alternative to cancelling White Day.
「You can sleep tomorrow. Let me do what I want to do now.」
I know she won’t say, “Okay,” so I pull my face to Miyagi without hearing a response. I kiss her and bite her lip as she tries to shut herself away in the enclosure of being a roommate.
Miyagi’s hand pushes me.
I grab her hand and suck hard on her neck.
One, two.
I bite her with the same markings she made.
「It hurts.」
I made another mark and backed away from her as Miyagi pushed with all her might in a low voice.
I’m not lying when I say that I want to wait for the day when she’ll express her desire to do it again. It’s not that I don’t want Miyagi to do it.
But I can’t ignore my desire to do it with Miyagi.
This is like a reservation.
I will do to Miyagi the same thing that was done to me today.
I don’t know when that will be, but I will mark that day on Miyagi.
「Let me cut your nails again, Miyagi.」
I’m not going to rush.
The day Miyagi wants to do something like that is fine.
I may make an effort to loosen her reason, but I want Miyagi and I to be the same.
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Chapter List

Chapter 1: Sendai-san is worth no more or less than 5,000 yen — 1
Chapter 2: Sendai-san is worth no more or less than 5,000 yen — 2
Chapter 3: Sendai-san is worth no more or less than 5,000 yen — 3
Chapter 4: Miyagi gives me 5,000 yen today — 4
Chapter 5: Miyagi gives me 5,000 yen today — 5
Chapter 6: Miyagi gives me 5,000 yen today — 6
Chapter 7: It is a lie that Sendai-san is naive — 7
Chapter 8: It is a lie that Sendai-san is naive — 8
Chapter 9: It is a lie that Sendai-san is naive — 9
Chapter 10: It is a lie that Sendai-san is naive — 10
Chapter 11: I know that Miyagi is not delicious — 11
Chapter 12: I know that Miyagi is not delicious — 12
Chapter 13: I know that Miyagi is not delicious — 13
Chapter 14: I know that Miyagi is not delicious — 14
Chapter 15: Sendai-san is very familiar with it — 15
Chapter 16: Sendai-san is very familiar with it — 16
Chapter 17: Sendai-san is very familiar with it— 17
Chapter 18: Miyagi is too appropriate — 18
Chapter 19: Miyagi is too appropriate — 19
Chapter 20: Miyagi is too appropriate — 20
Chapter 21: I want to hear Sendai-sans voice — 21
Chapter 22: I want to hear Sendai-sans voice — 22
Chapter 23: I want to hear Sendai-sans voice — 23
Chapter 24: I want to hear Sendai-sans voice — 24
Chapter 25: Because Miyagi touched me — 25
Chapter 26: Because Miyagi touched me — 26
Chapter 27: Because Miyagi touched me — 27
Chapter 28: Because Miyagi touched me — 28
Chapter 29: I dont care if Sendai-san was aware of it — 29
Chapter 30: I dont care if Sendai-san was aware of it — 30
Chapter 31: I dont care if Sendai-san was aware of it — 31
Chapter 32: Miyagi was wrong — 32
Chapter 33: Miyagi was wrong — 33
Chapter 34: Miyagi was wrong — 34
Chapter 35: I give the orders, not Sendai-san — 35
Chapter 36: I give orders, not Sendai-san — 36
Chapter 37: I give orders, not Sendai-san — 37
Chapter 38: Im only doing because Miyagi says so — 38
Chapter 39: Im only doing it because Sendai-san says so — 39
Chapter 40: Im only doing it because Miyagi says so — 40
Chapter 41: I didnt know this kind of Sendai-san — 41
Chapter 42: I didnt know this kind of Sendai-san — 42
Chapter 43: I didnt know this kind of Sendai-san — 43
Chapter 44: I didnt know this Sendai-san — 44
Chapter 45: Im too used living to see Miyagi — 45
Chapter 46: Im too used living to see Miyagi — 46
Chapter 47: I was used living to see Miyagi — 47
Chapter 48: Im used living to see Miyagi — 48
Chapter 49: Sendai-san was arrogant during summer vacation — 49
Chapter 50: Sendai-san was arrogant during summer vacation — 50
Chapter 51: Sendai-san was arrogant during summer vacation — 51
Chapter 52: What I would like to do if I were in Miyagi — 52
Chapter 53: What I would like to do if I were in Miyagi — 53
Chapter 54: What I would like to do if I were in Miyagi — 54
Chapter 55: Sendai-san always goes for the extra mile — 55
Chapter 56: Sendai-san always goes for the extra mile — 56
Chapter 57: Sendai-san always goes for the extra mile — 57
Chapter 58: Sendai-san always goes for the extra mile — 58
Chapter 59: What Miyagi, who is not my friend, does — 59
Chapter 60: What Miyagi, who is not my friend, does — 60
Chapter 61: What Miyagi, who is not my friend, does — 61
Chapter 62: What Miyagi, who is not my friend, does — 62
Chapter 63: I can do this kind of thing with Sendai-san — 63
Chapter 64: I can do this kind of thing with Sendai-san — 64
Chapter 65: Today, all I can think about is Miyagi — 65
Chapter 66: Today, all I can think about is Miyagi — 66
Chapter 67: I cant sleep because of Sendai-san — 67
Chapter 68: I cant sleep because of Sendai-san — 68
Chapter 69: I cant sleep because of Sendai-san — 69
Chapter 70: Miyagi is too unreserved — 70
Chapter 71: Miyagi is too unrestrained — 71
Chapter 72: Miyagi is too unrestrained — 72
Chapter 73: Ill be fine even if I dont see Sendai-san — 73
Chapter 74: Ill be fine even if I dont see Sendai-san — 74
Chapter 75: Ill be fine even if I dont see Sendai-san — 75
Chapter 76: Ill be fine even if I dont see Sendai-san — 76
Chapter 77: What I want to do with Miyagi and what Miyagi wants to do with me — 77
Chapter 78: What I want to do with Miyagi and what Miyagi wants to do with me — 78
Chapter 79: What I want to do with Miyagi and what Miyagi wants to do with me — 79
Chapter 80: What I want to do with Miyagi and what Miyagi wants to do with me — 80
Chapter 81: Sendai-san is selfish — 81
Chapter 82: Sendai-san is selfish — 82
Chapter 83: Sendai-san is selfish — 83
Chapter 84: What Miyagi doesnt say — 84
Chapter 85: What Miyagi doesnt say — 85
Chapter 86: What Miyagi doesnt say — 86
Chapter 87: The norm with Sendai-san — 87
Chapter 88: The norm with Sendai-san — 88
Chapter 89: The norm with Sendai-san — 89
Chapter 90: Things I want to know about Miyagi — 90
Chapter 91: Things I want to know about Miyagi — 91
Chapter 92: Things I want to know about Miyagi — 92
Chapter 93: This is not a request to Sendai-san — 93
Chapter 94: This is not a request to Sendai-san — 94
Chapter 95: What Miyagi allows now — 95
Chapter 96: What Miyagi allows now — 96
Chapter 97: What Sendai-san knows — 97
Chapter 98: What Sendai-san knows — 98
Chapter 99: What Sendai-san knows — 99
Chapter 100: Miyagi is still grumpy over winter vacation — 100
Chapter 101: Miyagi is still grumpy over winter vacation — 101
Chapter 102: Miyagi is still grumpy over winter vacation — 102
Chapter 103: Sendai-san is not always gentle — 103
Chapter 104: Sendai-san is not always gentle — 104
Chapter 105: Sendai-san is not always gentle — 105
Chapter 106: Sendai-san is not always gentle — 106
Chapter 107: The reason to meet Miyagi — 107
Chapter 108: The reason to meet Miyagi — 108
Chapter 109: The reason to meet Miyagi — 109
Chapter 110: The reason to meet Miyagi — 110
Chapter 111: What I want from Sendai-san — 111
Chapter 112: What I want from Sendai-san — 112
Chapter 113: What I want from Sendai-san — 113
Chapter 114: The time left for me and Miyagi — 114
Chapter 115: The time left for me and Miyagi — 115
Chapter 116: The time left for me and Miyagi — 116
Chapter 117: Sendai-san and the post-graduation ceremony — 117
Chapter 118: Sendai-san and the post-graduation ceremony — 118
Chapter 119: The norm for me and Miyagi — 119
Chapter 120: The norm for me and Miyagi — 120
Chapter 121: Rules to be followed by Sendai-san — 121
Chapter 122: Rules to be followed by Sendai-san — 122
Chapter 123: Rules to be followed by Sendai-san — 123
Chapter 124: Wall between Miyagi and — 124
Chapter 125: A wall between Miyagi and — 125
Chapter 126: A wall between Miyagi and — 126
Chapter 127: What I dont want Sendai-san to forget — 127
Chapter 128: What I dont want Sendai-san to forget — 128
Chapter 129: What I dont want Sendai-san to forget — 129
Chapter 130: I want to check on Miyagi — 130
Chapter 131: I want to check on Miyagi — 131
Chapter 132: I want to check on Miyagi — 132
Chapter 133: I dont want Sendai-san to see this — 133
Chapter 134: I dont want Sendai-san to see this — 134
Chapter 135: I dont want Sendai-san to see this — 135
Chapter 136: Miyagi that I dont know — 136
Chapter 137: Miyagi that I dont know — 137
Chapter 138: Miyagi that I dont know — 138
Chapter 139: A day when Sendai-san is always away — 139
Chapter 140: A day when Sendai-san is always away — 140
Chapter 141: I want to know everything about Miyagi — 141
Chapter 142: I want to know everything about Miyagi — 142
Chapter 143: The Sendai-san whom I dont know and the Me whom I dont know — 143
Chapter 144: The Sendai-san whom I dont know and the Me whom I dont know — 144
Chapter 145: What I know about Miyagi — 145
Chapter 146: What I know about Miyagi — 146
Chapter 147: Traversing the path with Sendai-san — 147
Chapter 148: Traversing the path with Sendai-san — 148
Chapter 149: I want to be closer to Miyagi — 149
Chapter 150: I want to be closer to Miyagi — 150
Chapter 151: Distance chosen by Sendai-san — 151
Chapter 152: Distance chosen by Sendai-san — 152
Chapter 153: Distance chosen by Sendai-san — 153
Chapter 154: I dont want Miyagi to know about this — 154
Chapter 155: I dont want Miyagi to know about this — 155
Chapter 156: I dont want Miyagi to know about this — 156
Chapter 157: I can have a little more faith in Sendai-san — 157
Chapter 158: I can have a little more faith in Sendai-san — 158
Chapter 159: I can have a little more faith in Sendai-san — 159
Chapter 160: Me from Miyagis point of view — 160
Chapter 161: Me from Miyagis point of view — 161
Chapter 162: Me from Miyagis point of view — 162
Chapter 163: Sendai-san and the tortoiseshell cat — 163
Chapter 164: Sendai-san and the tortoiseshell cat — 164
Chapter 165: What Miyagi wants me to tell her — 165
Chapter 166: What Miyagi wants me to tell her — 166
Chapter 167: I want to touch Sendai-san more — 167
Chapter 168: I want to touch Sendai-san more — 168
Chapter 169: I want to touch Sendai-san more — 169
Chapter 170: I am way too soft on Miyagi — 170
Chapter 171: I am way too soft on Miyagi — 171
Chapter 172: I am way too soft on Miyagi — 172
Chapter 173: What I want to do to Sendai-san for no reason — 173
Chapter 174: What I want to do to Sendai-san for no reason — 174
Chapter 175: What I want to do to Sendai-san for no reason — 175
Chapter 176: I want to see more of Miyagi — 176
Chapter 177: I want to see more of Miyagi — 177
Chapter 178: I want to see more of Miyagi — 178
Chapter 179: Sendai-sans summer vacation — 179
Chapter 180: Sendai-sans summer vacation — 180
Chapter 181: Sendai-sans summer vacation — 181
Chapter 182: Miyagis summer vacation — 182
Chapter 183: Miyagis summer vacation — 183
Chapter 184: Miyagis summer vacation — 184
Chapter 185: Sendai-san is unlike anyone else — 185
Chapter 186: Sendai-san is unlike anyone else — 186
Chapter 187: Sendai-san is unlike anyone else — 187
Chapter 188: Sendai-san is unlike anyone else — 188
Chapter 189: My feelings toward Miyagi — 189
Chapter 190: My feelings toward Miyagi — 190
Chapter 191: My feelings toward Miyagi — 191
Chapter 192: My feelings toward Miyagi — 192
Chapter 193: New memories with Sendai-san — 193
Chapter 194: New memories with Sendai-san — 194
Chapter 195: New memories with Sendai-san — 195
Chapter 196.1: Miyagis gaze — 196
Chapter 196.2: The Black Cats Monologue
Chapter 197: Miyagis gaze — 197
Chapter 198: Miyagis gaze — 198
Chapter 199: Everything, its Sendai-sans fault — 199
Chapter 200: Everything, its Sendai-sans fault — 200
Chapter 201: Everything, its Sendai-sans fault — 201
Chapter 202: What I hope for Miyagi — 202
Chapter 203: What I hope for Miyagi — 203
Chapter 204: What I hope for Miyagi — 204
Chapter 205: Sendai-san who is not mine — 205
Chapter 206: Sendai-san who is not my mine — 206
Chapter 207: Sendai-san who is not my mine — 207
Chapter 208: After Miyagi — 208
Chapter 209: After Miyagi — 209
Chapter 210: After Miyagi — 210
Chapter 211: After Sendai-san — 211
Chapter 212: After Sendai-san — 212
Chapter 213: After Sendai-san — 213
Chapter 214: After Sendai-san — 214
Chapter 215: Miyagi who isnt mine — 215
Chapter 216: Miyagi who isnt mine — 216
Chapter 217: Miyagi who isnt mine — 217
Chapter 218: Miyagi who isnt mine — 218
Chapter 219: How to keep Sendai-san intact — 219
Chapter 220: How to keep Sendai-san intact — 220
Chapter 221: Miyagi is greedy — 221
Chapter 222: Miyagi is greedy — 222
Chapter 223: Sendai-sans winter vacation — 223
Chapter 224: Sendai-sans winter vacation — 224
Chapter 225: A day when Miyagi and I cant be alone together — 225
Chapter 226: A day when Miyagi and I cant be alone together — 226
Chapter 227: Sendai-san always says unnecessary things — 227
Chapter 228.1: Sendai-san always says unnecessary things — 228
Chapter 228.2: The Penguins Monologue
Chapter 229: Sendai-san always says unnecessary things — 229
Chapter 230: Miyagi is not enough — 230
Chapter 231: Miyagi is not enough — 231
Chapter 232: Miyagi is not enough — 232
Chapter 233: Last day of the year with Sendai-san — 233
Chapter 234: Last day of the year with Sendai-san — 234
Chapter 235: Last day of the year with Sendai-san — 235
Chapter 236: Miyagi is right next to me — 236
Chapter 237: Miyagi is right next to me — 237
Chapter 238: Miyagi is right next to me — 238
Chapter 239: Sendai-san will be no different this year — 239
Chapter 240: Sendai-san will be no different this year — 240
Chapter 241: Sendai-san will be no different this year — 241
Chapter 242.1: What Miyagi wants to see — 242
Chapter 242.2: Platypus Monologue
Chapter 243: What Miyagi wants to see — 243
Chapter 244: What Miyagi wants to see — 244
Chapter 245: What Sendai-san likes — 245
Chapter 246: What Sendai-san likes — 246
Chapter 247: I want to see Miyagi as always — 247
Chapter 248: I want to see Miyagi as always — 248
Chapter 249: Sendai-san never disobeys — 249
Chapter 250: Sendai-san never disobeys — 250
Chapter 251: Sendai-san never disobeys — 251
Chapter 252: Miyagis language is difficult — 252
Chapter 253: Miyagis language is difficult — 253
Chapter 254: Miyagis language is difficult — 254
Chapter 255: Sendai-san, different from me — 255
Chapter 256: Sendai-san, different from me — 256
Chapter 257: Sendai-san, different from me — 257
Chapter 258: Miyagi is always in a bad mood — 258
Chapter 259: Miyagi is always in a bad mood — 259
Chapter 260: Miyagi is always in a bad mood — 260
Chapter 261: Its Sendai-sans fault if things dont work out — 261
Chapter 262: Its Sendai-sans fault if things dont work out — 262
Chapter 263: I want to look only at Miyagi — 263
Chapter 264: I want to look only at Miyagi — 264
Chapter 265: There are not enough marks for Sendai-san — 265
Chapter 266: There are not enough marks for Sendai-san — 266
Chapter 267: There are not enough marks for Sendai-san — 267
Chapter 268.1: What I want Miyagi to do — 268
Chapter 268.2: Penguins Monologue
Chapter 269: What I want Miyagi to do — 269
Chapter 270: What I want Miyagi to do — 270
Chapter 271: I want to watch Sendai-san — 271
Chapter 272: I want to watch Sendai-san — 272
Chapter 273: I want to wait for Miyagi — 273
Chapter 274: I want to wait for Miyagi — 274
Chapter 275: Time when Sendai-san is not around — 275
Chapter 276: Time when Sendai-san is not around — 276
Chapter 277: Time when Sendai-san is not around — 277
Chapter 278: The world may change, but Miyagi remains the same — 278
Chapter 279: The world may change, but Miyagi remains the same — 279
Chapter 280: The world may change, but Miyagi remains the same — 280
Chapter 281: What I would like to say to Sendai-san — 281
Chapter 282: What I would like to say to Sendai-san — 282
Chapter 283: What I would like to say to Sendai-san — 283
Chapter 284: Where Miyagi is — 284
Chapter 285: Where Miyagi is — 285
Chapter 286: Where Miyagi is — 286
Chapter 287: Where Sendai-san is — 287
Chapter 288: Where Sendai-san is — 288
Chapter 289: Miyagi is next to me today — 289
Chapter 290: Miyagi is next to me today — 290
Chapter 291: Sendai-san never tells the truth — 291
Chapter 292: Sendai-san never tells the truth — 292
Chapter 293: Sendai-san never tells the truth — 293
Chapter 294: A different Miyagi — 294
Chapter 295: A different Miyagi — 295
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