I Didn’t Even Want to Live, But God Forced Me to Reincarnate!

Author: LynneSuzuran

Chapter 158 – Where Do Familiars Stay?

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I learned a lot more about Familiars after having Fenrir by my side. It was true that experience taught us the most. During the little remaining holiday, Fenrir was introduced to the other Familiars in the family, including Fenix who normally dwelled in the royal castle. Surprisingly, they clicked the most!
School started shortly after that. Normally, I would feel lazy because school was honestly getting harder, but I could commence my strategy with Fenrir by going to school again, so I was a bit excited.
When I was getting ready to school, Fenrir walked to my side, reminding me of something I needed to ask him.
“Say, do you want to go to school with me or…?”
Alt-nii would bring Rurune sometimes, but sometimes he’d leave her at home. That mostly depended on Rurune’s mood.
“I will accompany you, why not?” He said as if it was a matter of course.
“Alright. Hmm, I will explain to the teachers first so they aren’t worried to see you, a wolf beast…”
“It’s fine, I will just come out when necessary.”
“Ah, is that so… Wait, what do you mean by that?” I answered reflexively before I could think.
“Hmm? I will just stay in your Animosphere.”
“Animosphere? Isn’t it the space within one’s mind…? Familiars can stay there?!” I was surprised. I knew what Animosphere was, as we were taught about it. But I thought Familiars stayed within someone’s magical cells? Or that someone needs to create a magical space where Familiars stay?
You see, only those with magical capabilities can make contracts with Familiars, after all. So I just assumed… Geh, assuming something is bad, after all!
“Mmhm. We Familiars can stay within one’s Animosphere and come out whenever necessary. That is also why Familiars and their contractors have special bond,” Fenrir explained.
“But everyone has Animosphere, including those who aren’t good at magic. Why is it that Familiars can’t make a contract with them? Or is it because they won’t?” I tilted my head.
“Actually, Animosphere of people with greater magical abilities will be more imbued with their magical power, making it possible for Familiars to access the Animosphere. Interfering Animosphere of someone with little to no magical power will be
bad for both the contractor and Familiar, although it
be possible,” Fenrir explained.
I nodded, then patted Fenrir’s head, “Thanks for the explanation, Fenrir!”
“…You don’t need to treat me like a child or a pet wolf. I’m much older than you,” He said, but he didn’t retract his head from my hand. His tail swayed a bit.
“It’s fine. We need to be pampered from time to time, right? I won’t do it in public, I promise,” I laughed at how
he is.
“…,” Fenrir remained silent.
Then, a question hit my head.
“Wait, why does it seem like Rurune never return to Animosphere? She’s always out there! Is it possible that not all Familiars can occupy the Animosphere to rest?” I asked.
“No, we’re all born with that ability. That is simply not possible,” Fenrir resolutely stated.
Since that was not the case, I dashed to see Alt-nii. Rurune was right beside him at this very moment.
“Alt-nii! I just found out about how Familiars stay in Animosphere. Geez, did you know this? Why did no one tell me?!” I puffed my cheeks.
Alt-nii blinked at my sudden question, before he chuckled and said, “I bet Mom and Dad just thought you knew. And well, I know about it! I also thought you
since you never asked!”
“Geeeezzzz!! Wait, why is Rurune never there? Or is it just my imagination or that I never knew…?”
“Oh. Rurune somehow hates staying there. I asked her several times, but she just shook her head. Isn’t it right, Rurune?” Alt-nii stroked Ruru’s fur.
“Rururu!!” Rurune crossed her arms and nodded.
“Oh…,” I came to an understanding. It must have something to do with one’s personality. Just like how a person dislikes being on stage, while another loves performing on a stage.
Satisfied, I left Alt-nii because I wasn’t done getting ready yet!
“Did you get your answer yet?” Fenrir welcomed me with a question.
“Yup. It’s simply because she doesn’t like it. Do you know all along?”
“Yeah, I figured. But it’s best for you to learn about something from the person concerned. I can be wrong. Everything is possible in this world,” Fenrir said like a wise man he was.
“You have a point. Anyway, do I need to do something to help you enter my Animosphere?” I asked.
Fenrir stood up, walked around me and said, “Nothing. Just stay relaxed.”
“Okay,” I said as I reflexively closed my eyes. But then, I changed my mind as I wanted to see the moment Fenrir entered my Animosphere.
I opened my eyes right in time to see Fenrir’s body bein warped to nothingness bit by bit.
Then, I felt some kind of warmth in my body. A few magical particles like Fenrir’s body color floated around me.
[I’m in your Animosphere now. You can summon me whenever you’d like to, and you can talk to me anytime. Just call me.]
Fenrir’s voice echoed in my mind.
I nodded as I answered in my mind, ‘
The four of us went to school together with Clavis as usual. Rurune was tagging along this time.
During the way, the twins often looked at each other before looking at me in wonder.
“What is it?” I asked as I saw them tilting their heads.
“Did you leave Fenrir at home, Lyra-nee?” Freyja asked.
“Fenrir didn’t escort you to the front door. Is he resting or are you fighting?” Freyr asked calmly.
“Hey, we aren’t fighting! Actually, Fenrir is right here with us now,” I said.
“Huhh?” The twins tilted their heads and said at the same time.
I guess this would be the right time to explain about Familiars and Animosphere to them. I just learned the connection between both this morning, so it was nice that the knowledge came in handy quickly!
“You two, listen…,” I tried to explain the concept to them in a simple way. Alt-nii would often interrupt me to help me explain better.
In the end, the twins understood and their eyes sparked.
“Whoaa, that’s amazing! I want to have a Familiar too!” Freyja said enthusiastically.
“Interesting,” Freyr calmly nodded.
I smiled as I saw the two of them talking about what they just learned. Then, it came to my mind… about the royal family’s Familiar, Damon. I wonder if that dream world told me the reality? It couldn’t be, right?
Thus, after arriving in my classroom, I decided to come to Luca and ask him right away. Not directly to the point, I need to open the conversation as natural as possible.
“Hey, Luca! Do you know that Familiars stay in Animosphere? It’s my first time hearing about it! I thought they stayed somewhere in our body’s magical system!” …was what I could come up with. I couldn’t come to Luca and suddenly say, “Hey, remember how I got a Familiar? He’s the best! What about you, do you have any Familiar or will you get any?”
…That seemed like bragging, and I wouldn’t like it!
Luca looked surprised at my random topic, then he said, “Yes… I know? My father told me about it when he explained about Familiars personally to me.”
“Ah, your father taught you directly? Come to think about it, does he have a Familiar?” I asked.
“Not only one, but he has
,” Luca said proudly.
“What?!” I was so surprised. Having one Familiar was already hard, let alone two!
“Yes. The royal family has two Familiars that have been passed from generation to generation. In case of royal siblings, the Familiars might be inherited to one each, or they can be inherited by the same person at once,” Luca explained.
“Eeeh, I never knew!”
“Well, not many know, indeed. The royal family is the descendant of the hero who founded the country and the greatest magician ever, remember?” He asked.
I nodded, “So, your family’s two Familiars are from the hero—the first king, and the greatest magician—the first queen’s?”
However, Luca shook his head. He added, “Actually, the greatest magician’s Familiar… It was said that her Familiar disappeared in their final battle. So, the two Familiars in the royal family are the hero’s.”
I nodded again, “As expected of the great hero, having two Familiars! May I know what they are?”
“Actually, one of them is pretty much known, but the other one is a Familiar that we can’t talk to others so lightly about,” Luca said.
“Why?” I asked.
“…To put it simply, this certain Familiar is up for underground works. He’s like… working in the background?” He said.
Damon flashed in my mind and if my guess was right, Luca was talking about Damon. He wasn’t the kind of Familiar one would expect to be associated with the royal family, and it was natural they didn’t talk about him that much.
I was satisfied with his answers as I managed to hypothesize that it was 75% true that Damon was real! I didn’t want to ask Luca to tell me something he wasn’t allowed to tell or something that he didn’t want to tell, so I wanted to ask about the other Familiar.
But then, the class started, so I guess I would let it go for now.
Maybe I could ask about it later during our recess…
In the middle of the lesson when I was bored… I knew I shouldn’t do this, but I asked Fenrir.
‘
[Not really.]
‘
[It’s possible.]
‘
[True. Our imagination is boundless, and sometimes… absurd dreams are born.]
[…A coincidence, perhaps?]
‘
[Can be, but I can’t say with certainty about that.]
[…Go and focus on your class. You haven’t learned this in your first life too, right?]
Long story short, I forgot asking Luca about the other Familiar when break time arrived, thanks to all the lessons we had.
Plus… It was also because during the break time, I saw Ein, who would be the first target to my and Fenrir’s strategy. Ein’s parents were none other than Clyde and Nicole. They were the easiest to approach due to my connection to Ein.
Time to commence the plan!
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Chapter List

Prologue
Chapter 1 – The Grabberton Family
Chapter 2 – Fate
Chapter 3 – Reincarnate or Disappear!
Chapter 4 – Re:birth
Chapter 5 – Hello, Mother
Chapter 5.5 – Hello, Daughter
Chapter 6 – A New Home
Chapter 7 – The Whole Family, Complete Members
Chapter 8 – The Hartmann Family and Details about My New Home
Chapter 9 – Hartmann’s Special Arts
Chapter 10 – Third Birthday
Chapter 11 – Magic Elements
Chapter 12 – The Training
Chapter 12.5 – My Daughter’s First Training
Chapter 13 – Alt-nii’s Enrollment to School
Chapter 14 – Altaire’s Sixth Birthday (1)
Chapter 15 – Altaire’s Sixth Birthday (2)
Chapter 16 – Altaire is An Irregularity
Chapter 17 – Going to the Capicastle
Chapter 18 – My Magic
Chapter 19 – Denial
Chapter 20 – The Royal Family
Chapter 20.5 – The Adults’ Side
Chapter 21 – Lucius the Prince
Chapter 22 – Showdown with the Prince
Chapter 23 – My Education
Chapter 24 – The Mysterious Lyra
Chapter 25 – Fenix and My Magic Training
Chapter 26 – The Messy Independent Training
Chapter 27 – A Gift from God
Chapter 28 – Winter Holiday
Chapter 29 – The Plan
Chapter 30 – Journey to Chinosato City
Chapter 31 – Chinosato City
Chapter 32 – Trouble, Troubles Everywhere
Chapter 33 – Crisis During Vacation
Chapter 34 – [ ]
Chapter 35 – Mad Lunatic
Chapter 36 – Cleaning Up After The Crisis
Extra 1 – Reinst’s Coming-of-Age Ceremony
Chapter 37 – Celebrating Fifth Birthday
Chapter 38 – Luca’s Sixth Birthday
Chapter 38.5 – The Things That She Didn’t Know
Chapter 39 – My Sixth Birthday, and…
Chapter 40 – Nicole
Chapter 41 – “Mother” and “Little Brother”
Chapter 42 – Grabberton vs Fumitsuna
Chapter 43 – Second Magic Test
Chapter 44 – Preparing for Entrance Exams
Chapter 44.5 – Cyan’s “Blessing”
Chapter 45 – Entrance Exams and…
Chapter 46 – General Knowledge Test and Displaying My Swordsmanship
Chapter 47 – Last One in the Menu: Magic Exam!
Chapter 48 – Enrollment to Harmonia Academy
[April Fools Edition] Chapter 49
Chapter 49 – First Day of School!
Chapter 50 – Senior
Chapter 51 – An Unexpected Storm
Chapter 52 – The Rumored Girl
Chapter 53 – Siblings Team Battle, Against A Dragon!
Chapter 54 – More Surprising Things!
Chapter 55 – School Day 2 and Iris
Chapter 56 – School Day 3 is Very Chaotic!
Chapter 57 – A Day of Sword and Magic
Chapter 58 – Day 3’s Night and Day 4’s Activities
Chapter 59 – Day 5, Another Interesting Day
Chapter 60 – Passing Days
Chapter 61 – Sleepover Time~!
Chapter 62 – Icarus
Chapter 63 – Firis
Chapter 64 – Cyan
Chapter 64.5 – The Day We Met ~Titus’ Side~
Chapter 65 – Story of the Past
Chapter 66 – Magic Test at School
Chapter 67 – Turning Seven
Chapter 68 – Eggie’s Fate
Chapter 69 – Peaceful Days… No?
Chapter 70 – Overture
Chapter 71 – An Invitation
Chapter 72 – My [Nephew]’s Sixth Birthday
Chapter 73 – Turning Eight
Chapter 74 – Still My Eighth Birthday Party
Chapter 75 – Miss You, Big Sis!
Chapter 76 – Playing Tag
Chapter 77 – The Treasury: Revisited
Chapter 78 – Interlude
Chapter 79 – Here Comes… Ein!
Chapter 80 – Lyra vs Altaire –and Co.
Chapter 81 – Surprise and Surprise!
Chapter 82 – On A Certain Winter
Chapter 83 – An Addition to the Family
Chapter 84 – Freyr and Freyja
Chapter 85 – Bonding with the Twins~!
Chapter 86 – The Twins’ Confusion
Chapter 87 – Day 5 Month 5: 5th Birthday
Chapter 88 – The Maozi Jewel
Chapter 89 – Introduction
Chapter 90 – Seal
Chapter 91 – Debut Party
Chapter 92 – Rivals
Chapter 93 – Presents
Chapter 94 – The Magical Twins
Chapter 95 – The Princess’ Debut Party
Chapter 96 – The Hartmann Family’s Big Events
Chapter 97 – On A Certain Snowy Day
Chapter 98 – Missing
Chapter 99 – Let’s Go Home
Chapter 100 – Werebeasts
Chapter 101 – Collaboration
Chapter 102 – New Power
Chapter 103 – Confession
Chapter 104 – The Trio Troublemakers
Chapter 105 – Is He Serious?
Chapter 106 – Prepare For Trouble
Chapter 107 – Against Dmitria and Valerie
Chapter 108 – This is What I Call “Victory”
Chapter 109 – The Miracle Twins
Chapter 110 – Getting Along with the Trio Troublemakers
Chapter 111 – Erneste
Chapter 112 – Harmonia Academy’s Quinquennial Event
April Fools – Disastrous Festival
Chapter 113 – One Night, Different Experiences
Chapter 114 – Will You Come?
Chapter 115 – [Little Brother]’S 22nd Birthday
Chapter 116 – Harmonia Academy’s Quinquennial Festival: Day 1
Chapter 117 – Hansel And Gretel: Festival Edition
Chapter 118 – Prophecy
[Special] World Explanation
Chapter 119 – Day 3: Siblings Battle
Chapter 120 – Insecurities
Chapter 121 – Unpleasant Feelings
Chapter 122 – In Danger
Chapter 123 – [You] and [Me]
Chapter 124 – Finally Awake
Chapter 125 – Home Visit
Chapter 126 – Reconcile
Chapter 127 – Not Alone
Chapter 128 – Sharing Burdens
Chapter 129 – Training Begins
Chapter 130 – Untangle One Knot
Chapter 131 – Forgetting Something Important
Chapter 132 – Dark Magic Training
Chapter 133 – Turning 11!
Chapter 134 – Can Invite?
Discussion
Chapter 135 – Let’s Go and Fetch!
Chapter 136 – Briar-Rose
Chapter 137 – Ranch Life, Fun Life~
Chapter 138 – Bad Luck…?
Chapter 139 – Encounter: [ ]
Chapter 140 – Awake
Chapter 141 – Clyde and Nicole
Chapter 142 – Grabbing A Sword Again
Chapter 143 – Meteor Shower
Chapter 144 – Siblings
Chapter 145 – Fourteenth Birthday Celebration
Chapter 146 – Shaula and Titus
Chapter 147 – The Future
Chapter 148 – Differences
Chapter 149 – The Hartmann Family
Chapter 150 – How Everyone’s Doing
Chapter 151 – Loera
Chapter 152 – Please Don’t Think I’m Mental Or What
Chapter 153 – Preparation to Go Back
Chapter 154 – To Silent Forest
Chapter 155 – Overcoming A Trial
Chapter 156 – I Have A Familiar!
Chapter 157 – Confiding About Past Life
Chapter 158 – Where Do Familiars Stay?
Chapter 159 – First Step To The Plan!
Chapter 160 – Staying In The Loera Residence
Chapter 161 – Best Friend
Chapter 162 – Nicole And Reinst
Chapter 163 – Second Person
Chapter 164 – My One and Only…
Chapter 165 – Brother and Sister
Chapter 165.5 – Brother And Sister ~Sister’s Side~
Chapter 166 – Proof
Chapter 167 – Do You Believe In Ghosts?
Chapter 168 – A Chance
Chapter 169 – Attachment
Chapter 170 – I Am The Older Sister
Chapter 171 – Our Own Path
Chapter 172 – Mother or Father?
Chapter 173 – Father
Chapter 174 – Dad
Chapter 175 – The Center of My World
Chapter 176 – Family
Chapter 177 – Unanswered Questions
Chapter 178 – Older Brother
Chapter 179 – Wedding Ceremony
Chapter 180 – Should I be Worried?
Chapter 181 – After That…
Chapter 182 – Visiting the Grave
Chapter 183 – It is Fate, Isn’t It?
Chapter 184 – Returning Home
Chapter 185 – Her Smile
Chapter 186 – Just Lyra
Chapter 187 – Alt-nii’s Request
Chapter 188 – You See…
Chapter 188.5 – Parents
Chapter 189 – Coming-of-Age Ceremony
Chapter 190 – Friendships
Chapter 191 – Constant
Chapter 192 – Rupert’s Big Day?!
Chapter 193 – Growing Conflict
Chapter 194 – Our Meeting?
Chapter 195 – Becoming A Third Wheel
Chapter 196 – Celeste’s Request
Chapter 197 – Lies
Chapter 198 – Father Daughter Reunion
Chapter 199 – Oriel
Chapter 200 – Naraka’s War God
Chapter 201 – Battle in the Strange Place
Chapter 202 – Working Together
Chapter 203 – Stranded in the Unknown
Chapter 204 – Their Alliance
Chapter 205 – Adjusting
Chapter 206 – Everyone’s Hope
Chapter 207 – Baby
Chapter 208 – Sen
Chapter 209 – Have We Returned?
Chapter 210 – Current Situation
Chapter 211 – Changes in Cielle Kingdom
Chapter 212 – Why Things Are Turning to the Present
Chapter 213 – Delegation to Cielle
Chapter 214 – Cielle Kingdom’s Crown Princess
Chapter 215 – Hello, My Old Friend
Chapter 216 – Lyra’s Internal Struggle
Chapter 217 – Infiltration Plan
Chapter 218 – Preparing for the Infiltration Mission
[Announcement] Light Novel Publication!
Chapter 219 – Mission: Start
Chapter 220 – Infiltrating Cielle Kingdom’s Capital City
Chapter 221 – Infiltrating the Royal Castle of Cielle
Chapter 222 – Aiming to be the Top Maids?!
Chapter 223 – The Tower of Exile
Chapter 224 – The Person Being Held Captive…
Chapter 225 – Gullible or…?
Chapter 226 – Eneida
Chapter 227 – The Opportunist
Chapter 228 – Embarking towards Vittae Village
Chapter 229 – Trust
Chapter 230 – Aquafly
Chapter 231 – The Portal
Chapter 232 – The Vittae Village
Chapter 233 – All Alone in This World
Chapter 234 – A Monster
Chapter 235 – Investigating the Vittae Temple
Chapter 236 – The Temple’s Hidden Area
Chapter 237 – Our Way Out… Or Not?
Chapter 238 – Boss Battle?!
Chapter 239 – Escapade
Chapter 240 – Saving the Day After Ruining It
Chapter 241 – When Disguised People Meet One Another…
Chapter 242 – Dilemma
Chapter 243 – Coincidences
Chapter 244 – The Elven Divine Doctor
Chapter 245 – The Truth
Chapter 246 – One Unwavering Truth
Chapter 247 – To the Dragon’s Continent!
Chapter 248 – Pyrpgrnt Kingdom
Chapter 249 – The Dragon Race
Chapter 250 – The Confusion of the Prince’s Aide
Chapter 251 – Eneida’s Power
Chapter 252 – In the Cradle of Her Mind
Chapter 253 – The Life of A Saintess
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