Jiang Lan didnât let Yu Wanqiu see her off. It wouldnât have been appropriate for Yu Wanqiu to accompany her anywayâshould she invite her upstairs? But making her wait downstairs didnât seem right either.
The Jiang family lived in an old residential complex in City B. The neighborhood had seen better days, its exterior painted a faded reddish hue, with the paint on the fitness equipment chipped and peeling. The buildings were only six stories high, with no elevators.
Their home was on the third floor of Unit 3, Room 305âa three-bedroom, two-bath apartment spanning about 120 square meters. Xie Yunzhen wasnât home, nor was Jiang's father. Jiang Lan retrieved the household register and wandered around her room for a while.
This was her home. Though she usually stayed at school and rarely came back, her room was spotless. The bedsheet was a light blue with tiny floral prints, and a thin summer quilt lay folded on the bed, flanked by two stuffed animals. The walls were adorned with rows of certificatesâfrom violin competitions, cello performancesâproof of her childhood achievements. A stack of awards sat neatly on her desk.
On the balcony, Xie Yunzhenâs potted plants thrived, and freshly laundered clothes hung drying. The apartment had two air conditionersâone in the living room, another in her bedroom, the latter covered with a pink casing. The home wasnât spacious, but it radiated warmth.
Jiang Lan snapped a couple of photos, suddenly reluctant to leave. She called Xie Yunzhen, âMom, when will you be back? Iâd like to have dinner before I go.â
Xie Yunzhen chuckled, âDinner? Since when did you ever like my cooking?â
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Xie Yunzhenâs voice brightened. âAlright then. Iâll swap my evening class with Teacher Zhang and head back soon. What would you like to eat?â
Not wanting to trouble her, Jiang Lan picked two simple dishes: spicy and sour shredded potatoes and scrambled eggs with tomatoes. Both paired perfectly with steamed rice.
The fridge had tomatoes but no potatoes, so Xie Yunzhen would stop by the market after work.
A colleague in the office noticed her cheerful mood and teased, âWhatâs got you so happy? Did your daughter bring her future son-in-law home?â
These teachers had watched Jiang Lan grow up. Beautiful and talented, she was the kind of girl everyone wished they could claim as their own.
Plus, theyâd been following the show. It was no surprise Yu Wanqiu adored herâJiang Lan was effortlessly likable.
Xie Yunzhen forced a laugh. âWhat future son-in-law? Jiang Lanâs still young. Marriage is the last thing on her mind. Sheâs just here to pick something up and will leave soon.â
Future son-in-law? She only had one daughterâwhere would a son-in-law come from?
âShe said on the phone she missed my cooking. No matter how nice it is outside, nothing beats home.â Xie Yunzhen began packing up. Her afternoon classes were over, and sheâd spent the time grading papers. With the evening class swapped, she could head straight to the market and then home.
At least her daughter wasnât completely heartlessâshe still craved her motherâs cooking.
Xie Yunzhen called Jiang Baoguo, telling him to pick up a roast chicken on his way homeâthe kind Jiang Lan loved.
âMake it two. Yu Wanqiu has been so kind to Lanlan. Letâs give her one as a small token of appreciation.â
Jiang Baoguo, who rarely had a say at home, simply agreed. If his wife said two, then two it was.
Xie Yunzhen hummed happily as she picked out plump potatoes at the market, then added a grass carp to the basket for a steamed fish dish.
Four dishes would make a proper meal for this rare homecoming.
As for Jiang Lanâs visit, Xie Yunzhen decided not to mention it to her grandparents. The elderly couple didnât use electronics and went to bed earlyâthey still had no idea Jiang Lan was on a show.
Relatives on both sides had asked about it, but Xie Yunzhen had brushed them off each time.
She knew they meant well, but she didnât know how to explain. It wasnât like appearing on a show automatically meant marriage.
Sure, the Lu Family was wealthy...
But in her eyes, no one measured up to her own child.
And the Lu Familyâs wealth was beyond imaginationâmore than most could earn in lifetimes. Xie Yunzhen didnât want her daughter marrying into such an illustrious household.
Lu Yicheng might have been a top student, but who knew about his other qualities?
It was too early to think about these things anyway.
By 6:30 p.m., Xie Yunzhen was home, though Jiang Baoguo hadnât returned yet.
She called out Jiang Lanâs name, and her daughter darted out of her room. âMom, youâre back!â
Xie Yunzhen smirked. âLook at you, acting like youâve been gone for years. Itâs just a visitâno need to be so excited.â
âThere is every need! Mom, Iâll wash the veggiesâyou start the rice.â Jiang Lan carried the groceries to the kitchen. âYou bought fish too?â
Xie Yunzhen nodded. âThey say fish heads make you smarter.â
If only her daughter had been a little sharper, things mightâve been different.
Jiang Lan: â...â
Xie Yunzhen washed her hands, and mother and daughter fell into a rhythmâone prepping ingredients, the other cooking. Jiang Lan talked about her internship; Xie Yunzhen shared stories about her students. Neither brought up the show, and the atmosphere stayed light.
Just as dinner was nearly ready, Jiang Baoguo walked in with the roast chicken.
He was a handsome man, slightly plump, with black-framed glasses. âYunzhen, Lanlan, Iâm home.â
Jiang Lan peeked out. âDad!â
Jiang Baoguo held up the bag. âYour mom made me get your favorite roast chicken. Took me two extra blocks to find it.â
He beckoned her closer and pulled out an ice cream bar from the bag.
Xie Yunzhen: "No use hiding it, I already saw."
"She's only back for one day and will leave soon. Let her have a little if she wants." Jiang Baoguo changed into slippers and went to wash his hands. "Why didnât you wait for me to cook?"
"Lanlan said she wanted to eat my cooking," Xie Yunzhen said proudly. She placed the stir-fried potato shreds and scrambled eggs with tomatoes on the table, then turned off the heat under the fish stew. "Old Jiang, bring the fish over."
Jiang Lan volunteered, "I'll do it, I'll do it. Mom, your cooking smells amazing."
Xie Yunzhen smiled. "Alright, hurry up and eat."
Jiang Lan served herself a bowl of rice. Dinner included braised chicken, fish stew, scrambled eggs with tomatoes, and spicy and sour potato shredsâquite a feast. She picked up a large piece of egg and took a bite, then paused.
It was a bit too salty.
She tried some potato shreds next, but they were bland. The fish was decent, though an ordinary stewed fish couldnât compare to dishes like sour fish or boiled fish.
If she had to name one advantage of these dishes, it was that they were all fully cookedânothing was underdone.
Jiang Baoguo, seemingly used to it, said, "Drink more water after eating."
Jiang Lan: "I think itâs delicious! Dad, you donât find it salty, do you?"
Jiang Baoguo lowered his head and stayed silent, focusing on his meal. Xie Yunzhen placed a chicken drumstick in Jiang Lanâs bowl. "Eat more meat."
Jiang Lan forced down the egg, suddenly realizing why Xie Yunzhen had mentioned her "mixed diet" when she was hospitalized. Had she been eating like this her whole life?
And when she called Xie Yunzhen earlier, sheâd said she disliked her cooking the most...
Well, it wasnât terrible, but it was far from delicious. Eating something different once in a while was fine.
To cheer Xie Yunzhen on, Jiang Lan still managed to finish two bowls of rice.
After dinner, Xie Yunzhen asked Jiang Baoguo to drive Jiang Lan back, packing some ice cream and braised chicken for her.
Jiang Baoguo wasnât much of a talker, and the father-daughter pair stayed quiet during the ride. At the villa gate, Jiang Baoguo said, "What matters most is your happiness. Donât feel inferior just because his family is wealthy. Money canât buy everything, you know? Look at usâwe spend every penny we have."
Jiang Lan burst out laughing. "I know."
Jiang Baoguo patted his daughterâs head. "Your mom and I just donât want you to marry so young. Take your time to observe him, and weâll help you evaluate too. Always keep your wits about you, understand?"
"I know. Drive safely, Dad."
Jiang Baoguo drove off in his little red car. Jiang Lan stood outside the villa for a while, feeling uncomfortably full. Maybe she should have some ice cream to help digest.
The carâs air conditioning had kept the ice cream cold, straight from the fridge. Jiang Baoguo had bought creamy ice cream, rich in flavor, and Jiang Lan finished it in a few bites.
Even after eating, she didnât want to go inside. She felt incredibly lucky to have parents like them. She was glad she was herselfâotherwise, Xie Yunzhen and Jiang Baoguo would be heartbroken.
Jiang Lan lingered outside for over an hour, feeding a few mosquitoes before finally entering the villa.
It was past nine, and Yu Wanqiu had just finished her yoga session.
"Teacher Yu, I brought you some braised chicken. I used to eat it all the timeâitâs delicious." Jiang Lan took a deep breath. "Do you want some now, or tomorrow?"
Yu Wanqiu opened the bag and sniffed. "Iâll have a drumstick. It smells amazing. Did you bring the household register?"
Jiang Lan nodded. "Yes, Iâll give it to Sister Xia Jing tomorrow."
Yu Wanqiu studied her. "Are you feeling a little down?"
Jiang Lan wasnât usually like this. Why did she seem so gloomy after visiting home?
Jiang Lan thought of her past parents and family. She must have crossed over a long time agoâso long that sheâd nearly forgotten. Now, her memories of her previous life felt more vivid.
Though she knew she should focus on living well in this world, a hint of sadness lingered. "My momâs cooking isnât great, but I ate two bowls to cheer her on⦠Now Iâm stuffed."
She was a little upset, especially after leaving home, but sheâd feel better by morning.
Jiang Lan smiled at Yu Wanqiu. "Iâll take some digestive pills."
Back in her room, Jiang Lan called Lu Yicheng. He was still at work, though he was alone in the office.
Lu Yicheng said, "Just one more thing to finish. Give me fifteen minutes."
Jiang Lan set the phone aside. Ten minutes later, Lu Yicheng said he was done. It was only nineâearlier than their usual call time. "Whatâs wrong? Are you upset?"
Jiang Lan asked, "Does it bother you that I donât remember the past?"
Lu Yicheng turned off the office lights, plunging the room into darkness. He slung his backpack over his shoulder. From Jiang Lanâs perspective, he looked a little lonely.
"It does make me a little sad," he admitted. "I feel like you remember so much, yet forgot me. But then I thinkâas long as one of us remembers, itâs enough. I can tell you everything you want to know. Even if you never remember, itâs okay."
Thinking that way made it hurt a little less.
Lu Yicheng said, "See, you like me a little now too, which proves that no matter how old you are, youâd always like me." He sounded rather proud.
Talking to Jiang Lan made the journey back anything but boring. "Donât be upset. Do you want something to eat? I can bring it over for you."
Jiang Lan shook her head decisively. "No, really not at all. I ate at home, and let me tell you, my momâs cooking is just... not good!"
"Not even remotely close to tasty. I forgotâI called her saying I wanted to eat her cooking, and she was so surprised. She said I never liked her dishes before. Guess I mustâve complained about it in the past and just forgot. She made three dishes, and thank goodness my dad brought back a roast chicken."
Jiang Lan rarely talked about her family before, but Lu Yicheng was eager to listen.
He listened intently before finally saying, "Maybe youâre just picky. Teacher Xieâs cooking must be delicious."
Jiang Lan scoffed. "Would you even say my momâs boiled water tastes good?"
Lu Yicheng replied, "Havenât tried it, but I bet it does."
This guy⦠unbelievable.
Jiang Lan sighed. "My parents are so good to me. And so are you and Teacher Yu."
She wished she could remember more of her past.
The next day, Wednesday, Jiang Lan handed her household register to Yu Wanqiu. Though she knew the location of Yu Wanqiuâs studio, she was too busy with work to deliver it herself and had to ask Teacher Yu for help.
She wasnât sure if her visa would be processed by Saturday. If not, sheâd just skip the trip.
Yu Wanqiu reassured her, "Donât worry, itâll definitely be ready."
Even if Xia Jing couldnât manage it, Yu Wanqiu had other connections to get it done.
"Iâll bring you lunchâhow about a drumstick from the roast chicken?" Yu Wanqiu thought the roast chicken tasted greatâno wonder Jiang Lan loved it.
After eating Xie Yunzhenâs cooking, Jiang Lan would take anything.
That morning, after dropping Jiang Lan off, Yu Wanqiu spotted an unexpected figure at the villaâs entrance.
It was Xu Chaoyang.
He was carrying a food container, likely breakfast for Zhang Lin, and was about to enter.
Xu Chaoyang had seen Yu Wanqiu twice beforeâat a banquet where she was Lu Shuangchenâs companion.
Back then, heâd assumed Yu Wanqiu wasâ¦
Never would he have guessed they were actually married.
"Teacher Yu, Iâm just bringing Zhang Lin some breakfast," Xu Chaoyang said, scratching his head. He still had to go to work, but Zhang Lin was furious, and he didnât dare face her yet.
Zhang Tian allowed him insideâafter all, if the couple could reconcile, that would be best.
Yu Wanqiu glanced at her phone. 8:30 a.m.
Bringing breakfast this late? Trying to starve your wife and child?
Xu Chaoyang followed Yu Wanqiu inside. Zhang Lin and Li Jia lived on the first floor. He set the breakfast on the table and sat on the sofa, waiting.
Li Jia hadnât come out since their argument on Monday. Apart from grabbing food or necessities, she stayed locked in her room.
Zhang Lin, however, would step out occasionally. Being pregnant, she needed to walk around, and sometimes sheâd get hungry and cook something.
The camera in Li Jiaâs room was turned off, so the production team had no idea if sheâd called Xu Chaoyang again.
Judging by his demeanor, probably not.
After five minutes with no sign of Zhang Lin, Xu Chaoyang knocked on her door.
Thinking it was a staff member, Zhang Lin opened it.
"Itâs you?"
Xu Chaoyang looked exhausted. Zhang Lin knew him better than anyoneâhe used to carry himself with confidence.
"I brought you breakfast. You and the baby need to eat," he said.
"Iâve already eaten. Take it back." Zhang Lin smiled faintly. "Not sure if your momâs had breakfast yet. You could ask her next door."
Xu Chaoyang felt like she was twisting the knife. "Zhang Lin, I donât want a divorce. Really, I donât. Iâll changeâjust tell me what I did wrong, and Iâll fix it, okay?"
Had he said this years agoâeven last year, before the showâZhang Lin mightâve agreed.
But not now.
Now, she didnât even think, "If only youâd said this sooner."
She just didnât want to see him anymore.
"You want to change? Change what? Werenât you saying everything was fine the other day?" Her tone was icy. Though she had a delicate appearance, her words carried a sharp edge.
"If you really donât want a divorce, fine. But can you actually change? Move out. Your mom can see Little Yi once a monthâotherwise, no contact. If she and I argue, I expect you to take my side unconditionally. If I go back to work, youâll split chores and childcare." Zhang Linâs eyes held no hope. "Just hearing this already feels impossible for you, doesnât it?"
Xu Chaoyang opened his mouth but said nothing.
Zhang Lin said, "I donât understand why you refuse to divorce, but have you ever truly known my life? Do you know what time a pregnant woman eats? Which department to visit for prenatal checkups? Or what pregnancy symptoms even look like? I used to convince myself you were just busy with work, but the truth is, you never cared, did you?"
When Xu Chaoyang brought her breakfast, Zhang Lin felt no gratitudeâonly bitter irony.
He didnât even know what time she ate in the morning, yet here he was, delivering a meal. Who was it really for?