Many years ago, Zhi Qi had visited this so-called âhomeâ of Jiang Qiâs, but unfortunately, that encounter with the boy ended unpleasantly, and they hadnât seen each other for three years since.
This time, she was brought here by Jiang Qi.
The shantytown in Chen Kong Alley hadnât been renovated or maintained for many years; it remained a foul-smelling mess.
It had rained yesterday, and the ground was muddy. After just a few steps, both of their shoes were already dirty, but neither paid any attention to it.
Before long, Jiang Qi led Zhi Qi to the door of the place where he had lived for over a decade.
The lock on the courtyard was gone, one of the windows was broken, and the low houses were covered in layers of dust. Even though the sky was dim and visibility was poor, an air of gloom was undeniable.
Zhi Qi remembered that when she visited before, she accidentally stepped into a puddle of foul water in the alley. Later, she developed numerous small blisters from an infection that itched unbearably, and she couldnât help but scratch until she broke one, leaving a tiny scar that remained to this day.
This place seemed to harbor a malevolent aura; anyone who came into contact with it would have bad luck.
In the dim light, there was a glint of something sinister in Jiang Qiâs eyes.
Zhi Qi involuntarily shivered as he pulled her into the courtyard.
Logically, even the most dilapidated house should have a lock that would prevent others from entering, but for some reason, Jiang Qi found a piece of iron wire on the ground and managed to pick the lock. Noticing the girlâs surprise, he whispered, âOld locks are easy to open.â
However, when he opened the door, a cloud of dust and a foul odor rushed out from the cramped space, nearly overwhelming Zhi Qi.
Jiang Qi confidently reached for the switch on the wall, and the rickety light bulb hanging from the dilapidated ceiling flickered to life, illuminating the small roomâstill the same mottled walls, the dusty floor, and the worn-out narrow steel bed.
His so-called âchildhoodâ seemed to have stagnated along with this little broken house in Chen Kong Alley.
It felt as if nothing had changed at all.
Jiang Qi said nothing, merely stepping inside and surveying his surroundings until his gaze landed on a dark stain on the wall next to the steel bed, causing his expression to shift.
âQi Qi, come here.â He turned his head to look at the girl, and when Zhi Qi approached, he pointed it out to her, saying, âThis is Jiang Quanâs blood.â
Zhi Qi instinctively shuddered.
She knew that Jiang Quan was Jiang Qiâs fatherâafter Jiang Qiâs incident, no one was willing to tell her what happened or what the truth was. Only later, when Zhi Qi had the means to hire a private investigator, did she learn a few scattered facts: Jiang Quan had died four years ago.
Could it be⦠Jiang Quan died in this house?
The already cramped and unbearable room suddenly felt like it was shrouded in an extra layer of sinister fog, enveloping them.
âDonât be afraid.â Sensing the girlâs unease, Jiang Qi rarely, and with difficulty, managed a smile at her, and then in this dilapidated, eerie place, he asked her a completely irrelevant question: âQi Qi, do you remember what you promised me after I was diagnosed with a disease in sophomore year?â
The so-called âoathâ of an immature youth.
Zhi Qi was momentarily stunned, then nodded, lightly but firmly: âI remember.â
She had told Jiang Qi that when they grew up, she would marry him.
Thinking back, she realized how reckless that was; until then, they had always been friends, even friends who could not bear to part with each other despite the trials of life and death, yet she had said such a thing.
But she had never regretted it, nor did she feel embarrassed.
Zhi Qi recalled that after the diagnosis, during the last stretch of time at school, although Jiang Qi obediently took his medication, he always looked melancholic.
The rooftop of their school was spacious and vast, but due to the cloudy weather and heat on sunny days, it often felt empty. Still, they always went there to chat.
On the last occasion they visited, Zhi Qi saw the boy daringly sitting on the edge of the rooftop railing, the wind blowing gently against his oversized school uniform, which billowed like a flag because of his frail frame.
Zhi Qi was startled and rushed over to call him down.
At that time, Jiang Qi was taking medication, suffering from headaches and nausea, his face pale as a ghost, and he always seemed to carry the scent of illness.
It was as if he hadnât heard the girlâs anxious calls; instead, he stared blankly down at the rooftop belowâpeople looked like ants from that height.
âQi Qi.â Jiang Qi asked, somewhat bewildered, âWhat would happen if I jumped down?â
If a person fell, was it considered high-altitude projectile?
âJiang Qi, youâ¦â A thin layer of sweat broke out on Zhi Qiâs forehead, her palms dampened. She forced her trembling voice to sound calm as she tried to persuade him: âDonât do anything stupid.â
The girl quietly crept up beside him, gripping the edge of his school uniform tightly, afraid to provoke him.
Jiang Qi turned to see Zhi Qiâs eyes red from holding back tears, and after a moment of surprise, he couldnât help but curl the corners of his mouth slightly.
âSilly girl, I wonât jump.â
As long as he was alive, there was hope; he wouldnât take such a step. His earlier question was merely out of curiosity.
With that, Jiang Qi jumped down from the railing and stood next to Zhi Qi at the edge of the rooftop.
Although Jiang Qi had no suicidal thoughts, Zhi Qi couldnât help but feel an inexplicable sense of âsurviving a catastropheâ wash over her, and she couldnât hold back her tears.
âJiang Qi.â The girlâs voice was thick and muffled. âI donât want to leave you.â
Jiang Qi sighed softly, âI wonât leave you.â
âIâm not talking about now; I mean forever.â Zhi Qi didnât understand what was happening to her. The boy before her was dark and withdrawn, suffering from bipolar disorder, a âdangerous personâ that everyone avoided, yet she felt inexplicably drawn to him, unwilling to part.
As if her soul were controlled by the deepest obsession within her, Zhi Qi unconsciously said, âWhen we grow up, will you marry me?â
As husband and wife, they wouldnât have to be separated for a lifetime.
Once she said it, Zhi Qi clearly saw a glimmer of light flash in Jiang Qiâs eyes, as if it was âhope.â
It was the first time she had seen that.
The girl was so naive, yet he genuinely liked her.
Jiang Qi smiled and replied, âOkay, when we grow up.â
Zhi Qi didnât realize that her words at that moment were like a traveler in the desert who had walked for seven days and nights finally finding a water source, or like someone who fell off a cliff still alive, receiving a rope from above, or like⦠Cinderellaâs glass slipper.
He might not be some bullshit Cinderella, but Zhi Qi was his salvation.
Unfortunately, salvation has an expiration date.
Once the clock struck twelve, everything would return to its original state; he would still be the sick dog with nothing.
Perhaps, there was no need to wait until twelve.
Jiang Qi remembered that night when Jiang Quan returned home just after eleven. He had been drowsy, not fully asleep, when he caught a whiff of alcoholâsomething he had been sensitive to for years.
He immediately opened his eyes, but the room was too cramped. Before he could get up, the drunken man spotted him and lunged forward with a grin.
âSon, son!â Jiang Quan hiccuped, the stench unbearable. He waved Jiang Qi away while grinning ferociously: âDidnât you go to your uncleâs house? Why the hell are you back? You bastard born of a whore, youâre selling out your old man to outsiders; I should just strangle you!â
As he spoke, he grabbed Jiang Qiâs hair and slammed his head against the wall, throwing punches and kicks without relief, even unbuckling his belt to choke the boy.
The sensation of suffocation made Jiang Qi genuinely believe that he might die at Jiang Quanâs hands that night.
He had endured this kind of life for over a decade; perhaps liberation would be a good thing.
Because he, too, was gradually becoming tainted by malice. Jiang Qi would rather die than become a second Jiang Quan; he didnât want to become the person he despised the most. The boy slowly closed his eyesâ¦
But in that instant, Zhi Qiâs words, âWhen we grow up, I will marry you,â flashed like a light through Jiang Qiâs mind.
He suddenly opened his eyes again.
No, he couldnât just die like this; Zhi Qi would be heartbroken.
Moreover, even if he died, he should take Jiang Quan down with him.
So, gasping for breath, Jiang Qiâs long fingers quietly reached for the Swiss Army knife hidden at his waist.
He had bought it intentionally, always carrying it whenever he returned to Chen Kong Alley.
Dying alongside Jiang Quan was indeed filthy, but at least his
life would no longer be filled with anxiety caused by that damned dog.
As Jiang Qi thought this, he couldnât help but smile, his gaze fixed intently on Jiang Quan.
That wolf-like glare enraged Jiang Quan, whose face had turned a dark red from the alcohol. His features twisted as he shouted, âWhat the hell are you looking at? If you keep looking, Iâll gouge your eyes out!â
As he spoke, he loosened his grip on the belt and reached for Jiang Qiâs face. In the next moment, the sharp blade cut through half of his hand.
âShit!â
In Jiang Quanâs shriek, Jiang Qi smiled coldly.
âYou dare use a knife?! You want to kill your old man?â Jiang Quan was momentarily stunned, then suddenly covered his hand and laughed, âHahaha, you actually dare to kill your father, you little bastard? Come on! Do it! Go on, you little shit!â
As he spoke, he gripped Jiang Qiâs neck tightly with his other uninjured hand.
The man had been working construction for years, his strength far beyond that of the frail boy Jiang Qi.
Jiang Qiâs face turned purple as he was choked. Just as he was about to thrust the knife he was gripping, with his fingers bleeding, into the manâs abdomen, the pressure around his neck suddenly eased.
Jiang Qi felt something warm and wet on the hand he pressed against Jiang Quanâs chest and abdomen.
Looking up, he was stunned to see Jiang Quan staring blankly at him, his expression devoid of anger, and in fact, it was⦠the look of someone who could not die peacefully.
Jiang Qi was taken aback and forcefully pushed the man away, standing up.
The boyâs white clothes were stained with blood, and he still held the knife, resembling a shura emerging from hell.
The real âshuraâ stood behind Jiang Quanâan old man in coarse linen, his face expressionless.
It was the old man who sold rice cakes, living in Chen Kong Alley. His hair was gray, and though his face was wrinkled, there was a hint of satisfaction in his expression. He held the knife he had just used to kill Jiang Quan, his eyes gleaming with something unsettling.
Jiang Qiâs throat moved as he experienced a rare moment of âstunned silence.â
The sudden appearance of the old man was ghostly and enchanting, but⦠it seemed he vaguely knew the reason.
Jiang Qi stood there, staring blankly as the old man walked past him without sparing a glance, holding the knife and leaving. His footsteps were slow and lethargic, leaving without a soundâthis was also why no one had noticed him enter.
As the old man walked away, he muttered continuously, âNuan Nuan, Nuan Nuan.â