Everlasting dream (18+)

Author: jrell

Chapter 117 — So unfair!

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Another bite of meat, another grimace at its awful taste. It was like a mixture of rot, old spoiled cheese, and... earth, somehow? The boy swallowed it anyway, licking his pink lips clean. 'Why does life have to be so hard? Why does it have to be like this...' It was a question that plagued his mind a lot these days, as he had too much time to spend on his own thoughts.
Once promised a happy life by the goddess, Aster couldn't help but feel betrayed, tricked. Given how things had been for them over the last few years, it was hard not to feel that way. Goblins, starvation, a dark forest, wooden creatures, and morally questionable humans—each encounter should have ended them. Each time, they barely managed to escape the grasp of death. Now, trapped in a dark maze filled with unimaginable creatures, he was starting to lose hope that things would get better.
People... they shouldn't look at gods the way he did. Something broke inside him that day, as if his mind stayed forever at five, even when his body grew into that of an adult. All he cared about was getting better at music and art; he didn't care about the rest, no matter how important it was for a normal human being. Friends, relationships, hobbies, even his health... he didn't care. Nothing else mattered. He only pretended to be normal so he could fit in. But inside, beneath the mask of a sane person, was something utterly broken.


Once he managed to calm down, Aster looked around again. His mother's thighs were still cushioning his head, while his sister was right next to him, muttering under her breath like a cute, grumpy old lady as she worked on a piece of cloth with her needle. 'Yeah, things could be worse. Much worse,' Aster thought, his eyes flicking up to the ceiling, watching the small crystals that hung from it, their faint blue light shimmering gently in the dim cave, making it almost look as if they were stars twinkling in the night sky above them. 'Maybe that's all she promised... just a family that loves me. A lot of people never get something like that,' he thought, gently patting his mother's soft buttock and feeling its plump flesh jiggle gently against his small hand.



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Chapter List

Chapter 1 — My last day on Earth
Chapter 2 — Afterlife
Chapter 3 — Don’t cry, snowman
Chapter 4 — A cozy family dinner
Chapter 5 — If only she were real
Chapter 6 — Push, Mom!
Chapter 7 — Porcelain doll
Chapter 8 — First breastfeeding
Chapter 9 — I opened my eyes
Chapter 10 — This is normal here, right!?
Chapter 11 — After his father
Chapter 12 — Do not look back
Chapter 13 — Walk through the morning forest
Chapter 14 — Time for a rest
Chapter 15 — Twenty springs
Chapter 16 — First night in the woods
Chapter 17 — Our distant past
Chapter 18 — Where is she!?
Chapter 19 — Creature of the night
Chapter 20 — We’re not animals
Chapter 21 — Animals Within
Chapter 22 — Rumors
Chapter 23 — Cheer up
Chapter 24 — Through the darkness
Chapter 25 — Safety?
Chapter 26 — Home
Chapter 27 — Normal life begins (End of the arc)
Chapter 28 — A rabbit
Chapter 29 — Crawling & curiosity
Chapter 30 — Hot spring
Chapter 31 — Birthday gift for their mother
Chapter 32 — Second winter
Chapter 33 — First steps
Chapter 34 — Making it back
Chapter 35 — Growing up
Chapter 36 — Our little adventure
Chapter 37 — Telling sorry
Chapter 38 — Proving his love
Chapter 39 — Don’t play with gods
Chapter 40 — Her 10th
Chapter 41 — Ice
Chapter 42 — Magic!
Chapter 43 — Little vacation
Chapter 44 — Nightmares
Chapter 45 — Redemption
Chapter 46 — Practice
Chapter 47 — Crimson red
Chapter 48 — Winter day
Chapter 49 — The last goodbye
Chapter 50 — She will come back.
Chapter 51 — Repeating those words
Chapter 52 — Do my best
Chapter 53 — The big sister strikes back!
Chapter 54 — Hold the door
Chapter 55 — Last few moments
Chapter 56 — Awakening of the beast
Chapter 57 — The curse
Chapter 58 — Restless
Chapter 59 — Get it back
Chapter 60 — Under mommy’s care
Chapter 61 — Slipping inside
Chapter 62 — Feel my warmth (1/2)
Chapter 63 — Feel my warmth (2/2)
Chapter 64 — An ordinary day
Chapter 65 — Surviving the night
Chapter 66 — Sharing whispers (1/2)
Chapter 67 — Sharing whispers (2/2)
Chapter 68 — Summer heat
Chapter 69 — A flame in your heart
Chapter 70 — Sleepless girl
Chapter 71 — Starving
Chapter 72 — Kissing worries away
Chapter 73 — Means to survive
Chapter 74 — Eldernight (End of the arc)
Chapter 75 — Worst fears
Chapter 76 — Motionless
Chapter 77 — In between
Chapter 78 — Sleepless boy
Chapter 79 — Trapped
Chapter 80 — Sister needs your help!
Chapter 81 — Distant cries
Chapter 82 — How many more?
Chapter 83 — See the light
Chapter 84 — Our little swamp
Chapter 85 — Special treatment
Chapter 86 — Staring at the flames
Chapter 87 — A good daughter
Chapter 88 — Those thighs
Chapter 89 — No mercy
Chapter 90 — Just a wish
Chapter 91 — Deeper!
Chapter 92 — Gentle slaps
Chapter 93 — Letting her
Chapter 94 — As long as we’re together
Chapter 95 — Bravery
Chapter 96 — Rabbits
Chapter 97 — Frustrated mother
Chapter 98 — Lazy day (1/2)
Chapter 99 — Lazy day (2/2)
Chapter 100 — A trip
Chapter 101 — Wake up, samurai
Chapter 102 — Mommy’s favorite toy
Chapter 103 — Naughty favors
Chapter 104 — Smells like home
Chapter 105 — Her sweet taste (End of the arc)
Chapter 106 — Education
Chapter 107 — Mother’s routine
Chapter 108 — Last bits of hope
Chapter 109 — Forgotten heritage
Chapter 110 — While we wait (1/2)
Chapter 111 — Waiting even harder (2/2)
Chapter 112 — Blessing
Chapter 113 — Perfect day
Chapter 114 — Tryin’ to behave
Chapter 115 — Magic practice
Chapter 116 — Impossible choice
Chapter 117 — So unfair!
Chapter 118 — Tradition
Chapter 119 — Exhausted mind
Chapter 120 — Birthday boy (1/2)
Chapter 121 — Birthday boy (2/2)
Chapter 122 — Mission impossible
Chapter 123 — Just making sure
Chapter 124 — Well, maybe tomorrow?
Chapter 125 — Quiet morning
Chapter 126 — Bragging back
Chapter 127 — Dull pain
Chapter 128 — Dirty secrets
Chapter 129 — Big day
Chapter 130 — Hot blood
Chapter 131 — Simple moments
Chapter 132 — Ways of healing
Chapter 133 — Wobbly steps
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